So what's been up with me? Well, being busy and under stress, the usual I guess.
I have to tell you guys, I immensely appreciate it when you genuinely care for me... or even just someone else in your life. People, especially friends, are important, and it is far too easy to take them for granted, and before you know it, you end up losing them in your life. I'm not saying *I* lost anything, but someone had lost me. So I really mean it when I say that I appreciate it when people genuinely care for me and others. I'm still hurting to this day, and whether I truly find peace in the end remains to be seen, but hopefully that day will come.
Looking back, I kind of wish it didn't end the way it did. But that's a little far, far too late.
Moving on from all the heavy stuff, you may have noticed that poll I made earlier considering a fantasy-setting Nuzlocke fic. Yeah that's something I've been considering the past while, and constantly putting it on and off again. I'd love to do it as a secondary Nuz if ever. The poll was more to gauge people's interest, it does not necessarily mean that I may or may not to it. Unfortunately with how busy I am it'll probably be a may not, but I do occasionally go back to it from time to time and world build. Who knows.
For the past several weeks I've been starting a workshop class at a facility, which is supposed to help with my confidence and esteem. Right now it's a series of cooking classes. To be honest, it's kind of helping and not helping in some ways. Not really something I want to delve into. But that's been something I've been doing and keeping me busy.
Speaking of, I wanted to add another thing that I'm thinking about leaving a couple of rp groups. I've been very busy and have barely been putting any if at all effort into the groups I've joined, and some groups I joined only to end up not doing anything with them. I just don't have as much time for rp groups as I used to, and to be honest, I'm starting to lose interest in some of them. RP groups are also quickly becoming a dying thing here frankly, and I'm seeing a lot of them die off before they really have the chance to get started. By all means, I WON'T be leaving HPM, it's still one of my favorites and there's people I rp with that I wouldn't want to leave. Not to mention pouring months, years worth of work into my characters. No it's the other, smaller groups that I'm thinking about leaving... I might leave PKMNation too as honestly, I don't do anything for that group even though I've tried to get back into it. If I do leave though, I probably will not be adopting out my Pokemon. They're my "babies" as some might call them.
So that's it.