I've kind of been giving some thought to my gallery here, and the projects that I've since dropped. It should be obvious to anyone watching me that I haven't really done anything here for months now. I actually feel bad whenever I get a new watcher nowadays, cause I don't really have anything new to show here anymore. To be honest, I'm still kind of reeling from what happened back in September last year. It killed a lot of my motivation and drive to do anything here, especially not my Nuzlocke, which got partially involved. I feel bad about that too, considering that the majority of my watchers came for the Nuzlocke. I'm sure quite a few of those watchers probably already know what happened...
I've given some thought over my Nuzlocke, whether I want to go back to it or not. I've thought of maybe continuing it as a written fic, which itself poses a lot of issues, or to just resume where I left off. I actually considered just going back and finishing off the remaining pages for chapter three, and maybe someday I'll do that. But either way, from the looks of things, I don't think I will be going back to it. I got involved in some bad drama last, and now I'm not even sure if I want to continue doing anything here on this gallery, least of all my Nuzlocke. I know that people looked forward to that, and I hate disappointing people.
My side gallery, MidoroMage, is something I feel better about. It's tempting to just move over and start over fresh and new. And who knows, the only thing I can see myself doing here anymore are the groups, and even then, I'm really only in two now and likely won't be joining anymore. My better work is being saved for the other gallery. Even now, I am in the middle of working on some new art for that.
It's kind of sad really that I've lost so much interest and drive for this gallery. As popular as my Nuzlocke was and as precious as it was to me, I don't think I could go back to it after all that drama. I actually don't think I could do another Nuzlocke. I thought about just spoiling the entire story, seeing as I probably won't ever continue it. But then again, maybe it's selfish of me, but I think it would just ruin a lot of the comic's mystery and strangeness if I were to spoil it, even though it's likely I won't see it through. Plus I don't think too many people would have liked the way it ended anyway. Not too many people know, and not too many people liked the idea. Though I guess if people do want to know, then I guess I could spare the details.
Anyway, I guess that's it. Obviously I'm still gonna be around here for the groups and such, PMD-U included. I understand that not everyone is into that though. Who knows, maybe I will still draw Nuzlocke related stuff from time to time, just not the actual story.
It had been a pretty disappointing year, 2015. Lots of things dampened my spirit. I just wish some of it didn't had to come to this.